Journeys are always a little bit mysterious, but wonderous at the same. I titled this blog “Day 165” because it is how long I have been alone in my journey.
And I’m making it work!
When I began I had no idea how it would turn out but I knew it was worth the try. I had my ups and downs definitely but I learned to cope through them. And I am the more wiser in doing so.
I wouldn’t say that I was trying to accomplish something because then that would mean I would have a target to shoot for. Instead, I’d choose to live and be alive. I just don’t feel the need to push myself to reach certain standards or goals. I want to experience living. Nothing more. And I don’t want to define what that is or what it means. I feel now that we often explain ourselves too much that we get lost in translation. That’s not what I would call living. For me living is free flowing, day by day, and even minute by minute. It’s not constricted or mundane. But rather it changes all the time. They are my ideas, my likes, my interests, and how I react to the world around me.
Through the journey I have met many people. Most of them I have an admiration for. They all have beautiful qualities and sometime, I spot a bit of me in every one of them. I understand that life is reflecting back to me a piece of who I am and that is an honour. I like where life is taking me. I am enjoying my journey. I have plenty of laughter (my sister) in my life that it keeps my woes at bay. I am learning so much. I work with a great bunch of people who keep my spirit up as well. I couldn’t ask for better because I think I have it. I am blessed.
Maybe one day there will be more but for now, I am happy.
I am content.
I am at peace.
I am in love with my mind set.
I am alone.
I am living life. And I am ok.