No box, please!

I have always been a person who refuses to be put into a box. My free style nature has at times, ostracized me.  There have been times where I felt that people do not understand me, which is okay.  I embrace my unique nature, my oddness.  And guess what?  There are tons of people just like me, somewhere.  So, it’s a warming thought.  You know I used to feel so alone, inside.  This year has changed all that.  It was as if my life was connected with so many others out there who saw life as I did, believed in things I did, and understood life in the same light as I.  I’m a deep thinker and an very in depth person.  I’ve been a why girl all of my life, I wasn’t satisfied with the lame answers that were out there.  I instinctively knew there was more to a story than was being revealed.  I guess you can say I’ve always had an investigative mind.  When I don’t understand something, I work to find out the story behind the story behind the story, once more.  So this year that story was behind myself.  When I began this year I wanted to know my own life and what 2012 meant to me.  Everybody believed something.  So it became a time where I wanted to know what life meant to me and how can I understand myself more.  As I learned more each and every month, and sometimes, weeks.  I’d share some of what I was finding.  Most people didn’t know what to make of what I was telling them, some conversed with me about it, and others just didn’t pay attention at all.  I imagine some thought, “oh there she goes again with her wild ideas!”  But that’s me.  I’m all about new stuff and wild themes and ideas.  I’m unorthodox.  I realized how strange I can be.  And I love it.  But my husband is such a trooper and he supports me even if he doesn’t know what the heck I’m talking about, yay me!  I’ve taken him on a new way of eating, you know, we’re not getting younger and the kids are slowly leaving so we need to keep in shape, right.  But he’s a trooper and he goes along with me.  I’ve introduced him to smoothies, something he has never had in his life but was willing to try.  And that’s just one thing.  My latest was offering him a veggie burger, which he tried.  And he is a big meat eater, so it’s going to take time for him if he wants to engage into this type of diet, so I’m not holding my breath.  But I believe it’s possible.  So I’m optimistic.  I’m also radical at times and spontaneous.  You never know when I’m going to spring something new on you.  But I don’t take drugs, of any kind.  I swear I’m totally straight.  I like to keep life fun and light.  It doesn’t mean that I can’t be serious, actually most people that know me, may think I’m too serious.  But that’s okay too.  I think my ever changing behaviour and attitudes help me stay undefined.  But if you want definition, I’d say “she’s nice, kind, funny, smart, generous, loving and so strange.”  Because in the strangeness of it all, I like being weird.  I don’t know what you’re like? But that’s what I’m like.  Thanks for reading.

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