Sobering Thoughts

It’s amazing at times where you find yourself when you pay attention.  I certainly never thought something like a book would shake me to my core.  Yet, strangely it does.  Of course, there will no mention of which book, just that it’s a book.  Sometimes, it’s music and other times it’s a film.  It feels as if I have been searching for the wrong thing or I’ve looked at it in the wrong sense.  Either way, it’s sobering.  I have now to think of my new found sense, and see where this takes me.  I feel alive.  Yet, I feel so much time has past.  How do I make up the time lost?  Where do I start?  I am jumble of questions but I’m sure with time I will find my answers because I trust to.  Everything I’ve ever needed once, always came to me so I’m sure this case won’t be different.  My new found energy in the universe has seem to come alive and this is what I’ve waited for.  It has waken me up from my slumber that seems to have plagued for the last two years.  The possibilities I see before me are endless.  Yet, I know there is much work to be done.  I will need to pace myself over the next little while, not to overexert myself.  The good thing about it, I know a lot about myself already so I know when to slow down or speed up.  It’s weird though, to discover something so late.  However, I don’t question it because it’s my nature and my upbringing that has lead me to think that way.  I don’t expect the person who reads this to understand what I’m talking about but I wanted it on record that this moment has come to me.  And from a book, yes a book!

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